studies

Life is like a storybook, eveRyday, something new happened:

my mum wanna sponsor me for a year study at the red-brick.
10,000 UK pounds per AY..
worth??
worth the memories + the gaya "aku UMNIST (University Of Manchester Of Information & Technology) nye grad lay woi!" and plus an experience in living in england..
but as a normal nak-makan-pun-takde-duit boy, aku pikir2 alik, buat aper maka aku buang so much just for my study?? aku dillemma.
all this while i study w/o my parents bugging me but now they force me to go...
i should just settle for charles sturt or curtin kann?? at least australia tak semahal... 10,000Aust Dollars is at least cheaper also. memang kalah gaya but i don't want gaya, just a plain degree that can provide me $3-4K per month is enough.
yes UMNIST is reputable, but when i get home, i'll still be earning the same paygrade what..
it's hard for me to say no to her, but at the same time, i want to study and at this point of time, to study by using my own money is close to impossible!! duit motor pun terkial2 nak bayar siol!!
so i'll just gather my courage and tell her, i dnt wanna go england, i'll settle for australia instead.
and to the people who reads this, come december next year after i ORD, i'll be off, if not, january coz courses starts in feb. sigh...

but yet again, i wanna take Bch in Emergency Management too...
but nursing is much more worthwhile kann??
5K per month, sape tak nak!!>>???
hmmm, maybe i take double degree, WOW!!
big dreams!!
dreamer!!
hahahaha!!!
nvm, to be cont...
neeeda thhink about it.

chao!

A Picture Speaks A Thousand Words.

This is just a glimpse of what we did...
happy birthday ROY.

A reply to Ms Anoymous.

Life is like a storybook, eveRyday, something new happened:

there's such thing call a common computer installed perfectly with internet at 80 bukit batok road.. it's under account of LTA Eusoff.. and it's widely used by staff of my workplace.. and whoever who used that computer will have the same whatever thing you call it. and those taggs are all my staffs btw. before you ever jump to conclusion, don't merepek, aku remove becoz aku malas nak entertain such kental keladi asshole macam kau, berani tag tapi tak berani letak name. itu namenye kedi number 1. berani berbual berani tanggung air muke. tak berani jgn even start. anyway, happy eh ko?? kutuk aku? you don't see yourself as paranoid meh?? comment until 3 times?? and i just simply couldn't bother about you till the 3rd and final time...?? if i were you, i'll get bored and tired of commenting already. kau ni fanatic ehk?? cukup lah.. ape kau achieve by it?? satisfaction?? kalau satisfaction kau byk then proceed lah okay?? kau layan diri sendiri je laa.. berbual pasal duit pulak.. and trust me, don't start about money, that's one topic we respect everybody's personal issues & income. aku byk duit ke sikit tu aku nye pasal.
takder menyusahkan laki bini bapak tiri mak moyang kau per!!
so i suggest you stop bothering me coz sampai bile lagi kau nak step kau ni winner? coz you're not.
YOU'RE ONE KEDI TAK SEDAR DIRI USING ANONYMOUS NAME AND CRITICISING PEOPLE'S PERSONAL LIFE WHO'S YOUR LIFE ITSELF IS ALREADY FUCKED UP FAG!

aku actually dah malas nak layan kau tapi sebab kau da over tu pasal aku post ni.. don't think so negative lah k, it's just words..
lain kali nak comment, letak lah name jadi orang2 pat luar tu tak terase because it wouldn't be nice tu just blast anyhow.. harap paham situasi aku ni. till then, enjoy your new hobby ok? hope it's fun enough for you. so glad people found happinness in TRYING HARD looking for my mistakes.
SO HONORED!!!

p/s: i'm not scared at looking at your face, i'm just disgusted. No offence though, i really couldn't be bothered.

ngage

Life is like a storybook, eveRyday, something new happened:

i miss my ngage...

EP Day

Life is like a storybook, eveRyday, something new happened:

had another EP day at marsiling yesterday.
this time around the MP was my idola, MR HAWAZI DAIPI!!!
from young this uncle has been a very good fatther figure both to the community and to my family.
adik aku skolah, saman aku [hahah!!] sume mintak tolong dier..
maklum la, keluarge kurang kewangan..
anyway, had a short and simple drill, bomb threat.
my job?
simple..
COMMAND & CONTROL!!
ayway, here are some pics to show the drill..

tired day and a sicky day..

Life is like a storybook, eveRyday, something new happened:

ouh damm..
yesterday was a killer day man.
no doubt i have intentions to go club and enjoy..

happy 23 bro, you've been the greatest..
kau jage aku macam adik kau sendiri and i hope the GMAX doesn't shrink your balls..
actually, aku pun tak nak naik, i'm not afraid of heights but the thought of having plunged down and up very fast, scares me..!! its like my heart is there and i'm down here!!
anyway, hope you enjoyed the day.. the sheesaing was fun. for you lah sin, aku plan last minute with the guys. thanks AZHAR, ZAI, SUDIRMAN, HUSSNI, LUKMAN, MAHESH, LYDIA, SID, FAI for coming along on such short notice. and bloody hell, whoever says that volcano "air adik-adik"?? ah kau lah badigol.. aku ngan ROY minum sampai tak habis siol!! kau masih leh amek share aku lagi! and the jaiger.. mangkok.. hahaha!!! anyway, fun is fun, hope you have a great time bro. thanks for letting me get your birthday started!! oh and yes, the manhattan fish market birthday singing song celebration wasn't supposed to start off that earlly!! ;)

and to another friend, happy 22nd to you..
and you look like a lost soul yesterday outside 7-11!!
but funny lah you, still recognized me..
take care!! have a good year ahead..

and now me..
back to the bed..
super sick..
coming down with a flu, fever, cough, cold...
i hate this state of health..
sneeze till hidung mcm bawang..
cough till tekak pecah..
headache till like dunno what..
went to NUH this morning and guess what, like deja vu like that, was in the fever facility for a while and came along my very great small lil' nursing buddy, MARINA!!!
ahahaha
this is the second time already she took care of me at A&E..
last time around was way back in march where my temp spike 42deg..
this time not so much uh.. but the fact that she's there to help me, awwww that's so sweet..
thanks beb!! i owe you one.

so now back on bed..
on a friday..
oh ya, one more thanks..
thanks to you HIDAYAH for the new shoe..
you knew i love PUMA shoes and the one the one that you bought for me was the nicest ever in my collection!
to date, i have had 6 puma shoes.. no ripoffs ayte..
but none of this is as nice as my new PUMA ROMA..
thanks chubbs!!

denial

Life is like a storybook, eveRyday, something new happened:

just another day of work..
with no freaking calls...!!
i'm getting tired of this..
tired of waiting for calls..
i think there's one day, i shall test the system, come to work without my gear..
then murphy's law will come to place,
"when you least expect it, it will come to you"

darn, y am i always, constantly labelled??
1 word DENIAL.
makin hari makin bingit aku..
nonstop action ngan hidup aku yg sengsare ni..
mane diek tu, mane diek ni, mane si sane, mane si sini, macam-macam ader..
if being expressive is a sin, then i'm sure everyone will go the same way as me, hell.
i need to be myself and somepeople are just restricting me...
wth kann??
my opinions, my life..
live and learn..
don't be snobbish...
unhealthy.
this goes to you, if you feel it..
but don't terase, really, i know some people will, if you're not then it's not you..
these are insecure people, if you're not then it's not you..
some people just had self-esteem issues, if you're not then it's not you..
otherwise, otherwise, otherwise, don't bother, phoof!!

i need a new 501, brown & rugged..
i need a new esprit, black
these two things up in my closet next..
tapi kan, kire-kire gaji aku...
ermmm..
cukup2 makan ajer sak..
NS is such a waste of time..
gaji kenit ajer..
tapi kan, i respect my fireman.
gaji 800, can give family money, can pay bike, can give anak makan, can buy clothes and can enjoy lagi!!!
hahaha..
mcm siak..
very good example of saying, "if there's a will, there's a way"
i need to find a part time job..
tapi limited uh, KFC? MAC? PH? tapi rider penat sak..
jadi office boy lagi rabak..
kire2 duit sampai mata kayroh siol aku nanti.
nak jadi phone operator?
boleh uh, tapi ader kang aku maki caller yg irritating nanti..
jual anggur tak kan maju.
jadi waiter??
uh aku tau, balik tu bartending!!
tapi tu ader CPF..
mcm maner uh!!
tolong aku lah decide..
tapi kan, keje restaurant/bar/club gaji bomb siol..
amcam?
HRC? Pump room? Clinic? Kandi?

da lah..
need to sleep..
nanti bangun kene blast lagi..
kene panggil jantan kaypoh lah, sundal...
dah naik jemu..
tgh standby ajer ni..
need all the energy to confront the labels..

chiao

ps: i need to trance!!